You CHOOSE It

Buenas Noches everyone !

What are you guys up to this time ? I bet you guys had freely enjoying your own privacy world, twittering, face-booking, instaging and lots more. Earlier, I came up with ideas to update this blog but then when I totally prepared, the idea just flew away. Sigh. So, it takes me hours sitting in front of laptop by doing nothing, the empty thought just drifting nowhere, a heartless heart, empty feeling and..... Sigh ! What's the exact word to really describe the symptoms now ? I was like an alien in my fantasy world. WAKE UP ! There's different between reality and fantasy. Bear that in mind. If you ever experienced this, then you and me are not that much different.  It perhaps of today's test.  I wonder what happened to my brain during the test.  It turns out worried me all of sudden.  

As for me, what a restless and terrible weeks to go through.  Today was really long and tiring day.  Pushing the body to its very limit forcefully whereby I kept studying and studying and studying until late night, but never cared about to spend enough time in resting really.  So, I guess now my body is paying the price.  It's really bad that I never had awesome weekends anymore.  But never mind, once I used to all these things, gonna be no more complains. LOL. What am I talking about actually ? Sincerely, before I go to sleep, I start imagining things that I would like to happen and it is obviously what the future gonna give me.  Well, I usually reflect it with the things happen on that days; if it is not my day, then, does giving up make any sense ? I am not a negative person but when something that you find it hard to handle and just pissed off, then a negative thinker born to the world.  Am I right ? That's just what I figured out in me, sometimes.  

Think it and no regret !

Take a deep breath !! OKAY, lets go of negativity, focus on the good.  What is success to you? What do you really want in life ? Well, I believe everyone has their answers and own definitions, but how bad you want it ? If you don't put any effort on something, then don't hope it pays you success.  Everyone can say they want to be successful but  not everyone earns it.  Believe me.   At least, it worth trying eh ?

Inspiring notes to self :)

Your life is yours,  you have the power to make choices for your own. That means you can choose to live a better life or you can choose to stay at wherever you are now and being just okay.  Think about it.

End of October.

Welcome November !

Don't let negative mind haunting you. It's me , F