Tuesday, 1 October 2013

The Unforgotten

The age of the memories worth more than 3 years but still, it fresh in her mind.  Make a flashback into the past, it comes to thousands feeling; over thinking, heartbroken, nervous, letting go, losing, pathetic and lots more.  In that piece of moment, she's like don't know who really she was. It's all confusing.  Well said, everything happens for a reason, the hard part is finding out what the real reason is.  She happened to has someone special in her heart, who she really loves and put trust on.  She named him Mr. Z and he was her first. They were in a relationship over a year, and unexpectedly he became a stranger now. A complete stranger. A same person she used to know but with a change of heart. For her, it's really awkward and when  the past came across, tears flowing through her cheek. Went through the pain by herself, everything seem  so negative, blaming herself is what she did almost time, thinking how bad she is and kept away from others.  'The person who you trust the most is actually the one who killed you inside'.  She really can't pretend herself to be as happy as she was the day her love left her. That's the part of life she can never forget the most. The pain and memories teach her to be strong, sometimes.
  
             
             She now really move on from the miserable past.  Although there's still remaining broken pieces, but in her deepest heart, how grateful she was that she once experienced it, she knows she strong enough. Yes, time heals everything.  She never hate that person because she know he once make her smile, always there when she ups and downs, never felt regret. She loves the random memories that make her smile no matter what is going on now. 'You'll never know the value of moment until it become memory; and the memories is the treasure she kept.  


A piece of memory !

1 comment:

  1. past is the past..just let it go okay dear...:)..u can keep him just a little pieces of memory...Allah knows who is the best for u..be strong and always happy my dear..i'll always support you..

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