You CHOOSE It

Buenas Noches everyone !

What are you guys up to this time ? I bet you guys had freely enjoying your own privacy world, twittering, face-booking, instaging and lots more. Earlier, I came up with ideas to update this blog but then when I totally prepared, the idea just flew away. Sigh. So, it takes me hours sitting in front of laptop by doing nothing, the empty thought just drifting nowhere, a heartless heart, empty feeling and..... Sigh ! What's the exact word to really describe the symptoms now ? I was like an alien in my fantasy world. WAKE UP ! There's different between reality and fantasy. Bear that in mind. If you ever experienced this, then you and me are not that much different.  It perhaps of today's test.  I wonder what happened to my brain during the test.  It turns out worried me all of sudden.  

As for me, what a restless and terrible weeks to go through.  Today was really long and tiring day.  Pushing the body to its very limit forcefully whereby I kept studying and studying and studying until late night, but never cared about to spend enough time in resting really.  So, I guess now my body is paying the price.  It's really bad that I never had awesome weekends anymore.  But never mind, once I used to all these things, gonna be no more complains. LOL. What am I talking about actually ? Sincerely, before I go to sleep, I start imagining things that I would like to happen and it is obviously what the future gonna give me.  Well, I usually reflect it with the things happen on that days; if it is not my day, then, does giving up make any sense ? I am not a negative person but when something that you find it hard to handle and just pissed off, then a negative thinker born to the world.  Am I right ? That's just what I figured out in me, sometimes.  

Think it and no regret !

Take a deep breath !! OKAY, lets go of negativity, focus on the good.  What is success to you? What do you really want in life ? Well, I believe everyone has their answers and own definitions, but how bad you want it ? If you don't put any effort on something, then don't hope it pays you success.  Everyone can say they want to be successful but  not everyone earns it.  Believe me.   At least, it worth trying eh ?

Inspiring notes to self :)

Your life is yours,  you have the power to make choices for your own. That means you can choose to live a better life or you can choose to stay at wherever you are now and being just okay.  Think about it.

End of October.

Welcome November !

Don't let negative mind haunting you. It's me , F

FRIENDSHIP

Randomly remembering good times during diploma and smilling like an idiot. J

Life is amazing. Life is beautiful. And life is too short to be nothing but happy.

I can laugh it off so many times before its too late.  

A best friends is the kind of person who knows you inside and out, knows about your deepest darkness secret,  yet still associates with you anyway. To prove that, let’s say that my life was so miserable.. among those we call friends, i can say that the one who always there during ups and down is the best to have.

They love you until maximum. They hold your hand when you cry and they are right by your side when you’re laughing so hard. Helping you when you’re in trouble and keep remembering you when you did wrong.  I am kind of person loved to be friends with other..  i maybe has arrogant face, but never judge before you talk and get to know me.. okay?  J

~miss A~

~PETANQUE~

Petanque???
Most of you didn't know about petanque right? let me explain it.. Petanque is the French games of bowls. you can play it as single( one player against another) or doubles( two players against two players) and triples ( three players against three players).
double and triple are usually the most fun as you share the playing with other fellow team players. Petanque is played with metal bowls or "boules". You need three boules. They are roughly the size of an apple. A small wooden jack make up all the equipment you need to play a game.

The red one we call it jack.

I was represented the sport petanque for SUKMA (Sukan Malaysia) twice. It is fun because we received  allowance RM690 per month...here Im gonna share some unforgettable pictures... enjoy :)

while representing UITM for SUKIPT(sukan IPT) last year .

MISS A

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Somewhere I belong

   Let us start the day by thanking God for letting us to live another day and another Saturday.  And lets hope all of us will be having a massive fun weekend.  What are you all up to ? As for me, I'm just working out some house chores, listening to some favorite music; simply say I love the lyrics that explains exactly how I feel.  Even it is just a simple things to do, one of the reasons I say life is unfair because the weekends pass by too quickly.  On top of that, the mind keeps reminding me about the fully loaded assignments waiting to be finished, the incoming quizzes and tests, and to admit it, I'am not  mentally prepared for this.  This things somehow can drive me a little bit insane sometimes. If feels like forever that I have to go through all this. 'Studying till you see the hole on the books' is best described when the feeling of study come surrounds me but unfortunately it is too seldom.  Look how ridiculous I am right ?

Perhaps I should take another week off from books, study, and anything that require critical thinking and judgement. LOL  

After all, life's supposed to be fun.  We need to live it to the fullest and enjoyed it sometimes.  Sometimes, we just need to take a break from everything.  Oh well now I'm very interested to go travelling around the world.  If only there's such thing as magic fairy, where she can send me off just to anywhere around the world as I wish ! Suddenly I noticed, my times flown by just imagining stuff that would never happen in head.  Who else? I'm a big fans of a dream.  Since its free and no single cent charge, what else do you expect ? Just do whatever makes you happy.  It's your life and it's your rules.

My personal favorite saying by Mark Twain :

"TWENTY YEARS FROM NOW, YOU WILL BE MORE DISSAPOINTED 

BY THE THINGS THAT YOU DIDN'T DO THAN BY THE ONES YOU DID DO.

SO, THROW OFF THE BOWLINES, AND SAIL AWAY.

EXPLORE. DREAM. DISCOVER"

It's sure give a very deep meaning right ? In my deepest thought, travelling broadens one's perspective; exploring kinds of different country, their lifestyles, their variety types of food for sure and lots more.  

I haven't been anywhere but travelling to European country is on my wishlist.  That is one of the best damn things I want it to happen.

 

The truth behind this is actually; the first things comes to thought was to share something about my trip to Sabah but it happened to change the path, but never mind.  So, I just continue on and this is it ! Part of my dream; I guess I should never give up on something I really want to.

Happy October everyone !

Yes, it will be someday.
Dream and make it happen !

The owner of dream, F

Time Counts

 

Hi guys, it's me again :)

It's been a long time since my last entry.  Well, I've been busy preparing myself with a little bit messy campus life of mine. University is fun but I miss school more.  And because of the mid-semester break so as the Hari Raya Aidiladha is drawing near, I feel much more homesick rather than focusing on my study schedule.  Sigh.  Rising up to heaven, I'm finally in my home sweet home, cuddling with my bed and pillows, while enjoying the last few days before going back to real student's life, I tend to share my little pieces of moments along my short precious holidays. I wonder how great holiday you guys had ?

How do I make this blog interesting? Okay, the long journey begin from Besut, Terengganu to Unikl Micet, Melaka; my family fetch me before heading to Kuala Lumpur, sending off the third daughter out of  my six siblings to further her study in University of Alexandria, Egypt. Talking a little bit about her, during the chaos happened, become the world's largest issue, the government offered two options, whether to stay or back to Malaysia, however as the condition was in state of emergency, the final decision was made and all the Malaysian students has been ordered back to Malaysia due to safety aspect. Time moving and yet the condition stabilized, her strong will and desire in accomplishing her ambition to be a great dentist make she preferred to proceed with the abroad study rather than changing to local university, where the study has to start from begin. May Allah bless the way she chose; make both mom and dad proud. All the best !

She's the one wearing turquoise hi-jab. The third of NoorAzmi's

Part of the family. Another month, another year, another smile.
Bring proud to us babe !

Back to basic, I am someone who loved to spend time with dear friends especially the moments we had after it takes too long not seeing each other.  Sometimes, I feel blessed that I am surrounded with this kind of people who actually care and be there for me.  And yes it is, the exhausted night we arrived Besut, not even touch down home, the best friends of mine invited and treat me a very delightful dinner.  I'm kind of say no to food when in happy mood but at the same time, 'Oh food, stop being so delicious or stop making me fat'.  That's girls fact. 

Throwback times I spent with them. Good friends are like stars. Field of love

Another day spent on Hari Raya Aidiladha.  To admit that, it was not as merry as the previous raya after a month fasting.  Every year tradition, we celebrated raya in hometown, meeting both Tok Ayah and grandma and the relatives. As it is Hari Raya Korban, it means meat festival, especially to those carnivorous, a meat lover. I'm not that pretty in love with meat but that day I ended up eating 6 times. I can't freaking believe that my appetite is super duper big, eating like there is no more tomorrow.  I was like 'Whoaaah ! A-must-try every single dish'.  Luckily, I'm not transform to a giant.  That night, what a bless sleep I had. So, that's a simple draw of my fat and lazy raya day.

Time moving supersonic. The short holidays come to meet the end.  I wish everyday is my holiday where I can relax and prefer to do nothing. But wait, go and have it in dream ! LOL

Feel free to scroll and your comment is my big pleasure :D

Sincere from a big time dreamer, F

Unclear Future.

Hey pretty lady in that glass mirror,

Is that something wrong? You look tired.

Are you tired of being among many names?

Is your confidence down because of your unclear future?

Allah had decide what is best for you.

wake up! Don't hang on and cry over something so little.

Are others eyes that important?

It is not your fault when something goes bad

don't worry my dear!

Allah hears every unspoken words.  Sees every unseen wounds.  Mends every unbearable pain.

To all my friends especially those who i treasure during my diploma

Keep praying..

Lets do the best, and Allah will do the rest ..

good luck!

sincerely:

AIDA SYAKIRA

The Unforgotten

The age of the memories worth more than 3 years but still, it fresh in her mind.  Make a flashback into the past, it comes to thousands feeling; over thinking, heartbroken, nervous, letting go, losing, pathetic and lots more.  In that piece of moment, she's like don't know who really she was. It's all confusing.  Well said, everything happens for a reason, the hard part is finding out what the real reason is.  She happened to has someone special in her heart, who she really loves and put trust on.  She named him Mr. Z and he was her first. They were in a relationship over a year, and unexpectedly he became a stranger now. A complete stranger. A same person she used to know but with a change of heart. For her, it's really awkward and when  the past came across, tears flowing through her cheek. Went through the pain by herself, everything seem  so negative, blaming herself is what she did almost time, thinking how bad she is and kept away from others.  'The person who you trust the most is actually the one who killed you inside'.  She really can't pretend herself to be as happy as she was the day her love left her. That's the part of life she can never forget the most. The pain and memories teach her to be strong, sometimes.

  

             
             She now really move on from the miserable past.  Although there's still remaining broken pieces, but in her deepest heart, how grateful she was that she once experienced it, she knows she strong enough. Yes, time heals everything.  She never hate that person because she know he once make her smile, always there when she ups and downs, never felt regret. She loves the random memories that make her smile no matter what is going on now. 'You'll never know the value of moment until it become memory; and the memories is the treasure she kept.  

A piece of memory !